1.You should look out for short-term monkhood programs too, to taste the monastic life to see if you are ready for it.
你还应该寻找一个短期修行计划，尝试一下出家生活，再看自己是否准备好了。
2.It is considered to be a sin to just give up being monkhood without valid reasons.
没有任何理由就放弃僧侣身分是被视为罪愆的。